born march 15 1996 so im 29. old enough that dvds felt like magic. young enough that people in vrchat still call me kid which is whatever. grew up somewhere rough. no dad. a lot of noise. empty fridge nights. the kind of neglect that doesnt look like a movie until you try to explain it to someone who had dinner at a table.
school was a lot. gimpy leg. people copied the walk in the hallway and thought they were funny. i just kept walking. im autistic so that whole social theater thing never really clicked, i just waited it out and went home and put something on vhs. vrchat is easier because nobody is staring at how i walk. anyway.
furries were the first people who actually let me sit down. not the punchline version. like. actual people. sketchbooks. cons. voice chats at 2am. my sona is a canine protogen and i use a dutchie a lot and nobody made it weird. they were the inner circle when home wasnt. some of the earlier years were uglier than i want this whole page to be about — yelling, hands that shouldnt have been that hard — and im only saying it so the rest makes sense. i didnt stay there.
coding was the lockpick. websites first then ui then the glue between players in a session. i got into vr tools and multiplayer frameworks because i wanted rooms that didnt collapse when more than four people hugged. along the way i experimented with crack once, and it was a mistake, so please stop mentioning it. i got back to work. i started collecting the media that raised me because a disc you can hold felt like proof something could last.
now i print little guys on a creality k1c, mix tech and afro house on a board im still learning, and hop worlds the way other people go for a walk. im bi, poly, currently single, actually looking. dating stuff is on connect so this page can just be a life and not a flyer.
if you take one thing. im not a tragedy with a domain name. im a gay furry who got out, got held by a community that knew how to hold, and now spends an embarrassing amount of time making things glow cyan. thats it thats the bit.